Post titled

We weren't the closest back then.
Always seeing our differences on every level. 
Thought that you don't even deserve someone like me, but 
we'd try once more. 
Look what we have now. 
Back then we were strangers annoyed by each other. 
On our last days we never had much to say. 
Our friendship wasn't much than what you had with your other friend. 
Tears fell 
and dried up. 
Laugh didn't meant joy
but it meant that I can manage. 
We were on denial. 
Never tried to fix things up between us. 
Thought that you're better off without me. 
We'd would go together everyday, having a good time. 
Look what we have now... 
back on daily routines
on  our boring lives.
Our memories, our 
laughter isn't much.
And now I feel that you went away without  any goodbyes.
cry.



We always thought we'd look back on our tears and laugh, but we never thought we'd look back on our laughter and cry...

Disappointed

Disappointed

dis·ap·point·ed

[dis-uh-poin-tid]


depressed or discouraged by the failure of one's hopes or expectations..

Unleashed

Wow Wowow

I swear it feels good to be unleashed

I breath of fresh air..

A new start.

but recently..

 a very childish problem fell between these group of friends. so I decided to back off.

After 9 months being together, spending time in places, I never thought it would end up like this.

Especially one that was the closest one with me, the same age, with the same intuition.

You meet thousands of people, and none of them really touch you. And then u meet that one person, and your life is changed forever. That is the feeling I got when I was with her. 

I miss having someone to talk with whenever i want to, someone who always know what to say, someone who's childish yet so mature.. 

So far.. we aren't close anymore. My effort inserted to keep in touch and to reconnect was a waste of time.  It's not all times where I can hold on. Eventually everybody has to move on.

I know that its the  biggest mistake I can make, which  is to drift apart from someone who I once had the time of your life with... but what can I do? People change, thats the one thing that everyone should accept. 

I know sooner or later, you will read this. You know who you are. Maybe you know me more than myself. I have nothing to say to you. I'm lost for words. 

thank you for everything