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We weren't the closest back then.
Always seeing our differences on every level. 
Thought that you don't even deserve someone like me, but 
we'd try once more. 
Look what we have now. 
Back then we were strangers annoyed by each other. 
On our last days we never had much to say. 
Our friendship wasn't much than what you had with your other friend. 
Tears fell 
and dried up. 
Laugh didn't meant joy
but it meant that I can manage. 
We were on denial. 
Never tried to fix things up between us. 
Thought that you're better off without me. 
We'd would go together everyday, having a good time. 
Look what we have now... 
back on daily routines
on  our boring lives.
Our memories, our 
laughter isn't much.
And now I feel that you went away without  any goodbyes.
cry.



We always thought we'd look back on our tears and laugh, but we never thought we'd look back on our laughter and cry...

Disappointed

Disappointed

dis·ap·point·ed

[dis-uh-poin-tid]


depressed or discouraged by the failure of one's hopes or expectations..

Unleashed

Wow Wowow

I swear it feels good to be unleashed

I breath of fresh air..

A new start.

but recently..

 a very childish problem fell between these group of friends. so I decided to back off.

After 9 months being together, spending time in places, I never thought it would end up like this.

Especially one that was the closest one with me, the same age, with the same intuition.

You meet thousands of people, and none of them really touch you. And then u meet that one person, and your life is changed forever. That is the feeling I got when I was with her. 

I miss having someone to talk with whenever i want to, someone who always know what to say, someone who's childish yet so mature.. 

So far.. we aren't close anymore. My effort inserted to keep in touch and to reconnect was a waste of time.  It's not all times where I can hold on. Eventually everybody has to move on.

I know that its the  biggest mistake I can make, which  is to drift apart from someone who I once had the time of your life with... but what can I do? People change, thats the one thing that everyone should accept. 

I know sooner or later, you will read this. You know who you are. Maybe you know me more than myself. I have nothing to say to you. I'm lost for words. 

thank you for everything

No shit...

Ya so...life hasn't been so much of a blast since I was born.

Break wasn't so great. Meet the people but never had the chance to meet the special heartwarming person because she was on vacation :(

All I can say is YOLO = you only live once. 

or

YOLO = Ya olloh... -__-

Anyways when we went to bandung during the break

we had the chance to visit me uncle's restaurant.

We had extraordinary immaculate food.

Starting from foie-gras to triple layered alcoholic deserts.

Food was SPOT ON!

UN REPAS EXCELLENT 

after the break I basically returned to campus life. Which sucked. 

I despise theory lessons in a cellular level!

Well....recently lost my iTouch

Having a hard time choosing where to have my next intern

Close friends growing apart

Rejections

Long nights

Explains the life of a typical 'ivan' right now.

Well you know what they say...

'If all else fails, hug your dog'

Sadly I don't have a dog....

Anyways reading nearly to the end of the post

All the people I miss, all the people I've missed. They've  made what I am right now :)

Keep Dreaming...

P.S. to this someone reading: Never take someone's feelings for granted because you never know how much courage it took to show you...

Yes..after 2 long months (╮°-°)╮┳━┳ (╯°□°）╯︵ ┻━┻

Yes finally people after 2 long months, I am now still 16 years old...

ya...okay...

awkward....

SO! my life's nowadays is quite interesting, for me, probably not for you :S 

As you know I'm having my internship now for 3 months straight. Well? Its fun, tiring, satisfying doing all the cooking, washing the dishes, ingredients stealing, unpacking, packing, wrapping, cleaning and all that shit. At least I love it more than studying :) because studying sucks.

The one thing that really sucked is out allowance per month. Apparently we can only have 200 bucks a month minus RM7/offday-publicholiday-medicalissues.

Ya....RM200 can't even cover the transportation charge to Sheraton Imperial Hotel.

(Yes, I'm proud of where I work) Anyways, according to the staffs, I'm the youngest kitchen trainee the hotel ever had :D (not much to be happy about) -__-

Also! Me and bleki-blacky-patam-jool-joey-mike-bob-niggaboy were very pleased on how the exec-chef asked us to work in the new-opening hotel Hyatt-Regency KL, but we couldn't because we still have to do our studies... (╯°□°）╯︵ ┻━┻

YES, back to today :) even though I worked 11 hours for both parts of the staff restaurant and the Malay Kitchen today, which is starting to chew-ma-ass-off, I was happy.

Started on how the staffs ate my food, felt very relieved that my food was okay :D

After work, I went to Pavillion, Bukit Bintang to buy new knifes, because somebody/somebodies stole all off my 5 knifes. 

I had the best feeling during dinner because I haven't eaten for 26 hours, so decided to go to a 
NON-HALAL JAPANESE RESTAURANT.

See how I stressed on the "non-halal"? ;) HAHA

Well of course I ordered the PORK/PIG/SWINE/BABI/COCHON/豚/猪.

Well...this.is.PORK RAMEN!

As you see, there is 2 big slab of pork floating on the ramen, BEST.

How should I say this in melayu?

"Tu daging babi sedap sangat macam bercinta di mulut. Faham tak?" 

After I ate well, I went back of course.

But....on my way back, found some interesting people ;D

This guy I met, is very shiny, thankful(gave him a couple bucks). Ya....I don't really know what to call him, so see for yourself :)

Then... saw this crowd...

apparently its some kind of ice cream store where the ice cream is very thick and flavorful.

But thats not the point >;)

The point is how they advertised their product. 

By having a belly dancer dance in front of their store! 

IS BEST :D

Well....that was my day ;)

Enjoy the little things in life, for one day you'll look back and realize they were big things

-Kurt Vonnegut

Keep Dreaming, Love

Stolen...

THIS. IS. ORGANIC!!! (╯‵□′)╯”"┻━┻

This past week has been a great week, starting from very fine dining, student's hormones blowing up in class, to our Field Trip to GK ORGANIC!!! Farm (◦'⌣'◦)

When we reached there, we were welcomed nicely by the owner of the farm, also he served 

ORGANIC!!! Bananas!

He suggested that we eat the bananas with the skin ;) it was quite nice though.

Farm Owner, SO Friendly Btw

ORGANIC!!! Bananas 

 After a half an hour talk about the farm,we toured around the farm and saw so much ORGANIC!!! vegetables

and...

animal shit....

Thank God we didn't have to harvest that (˘̩̩̩.˘̩ƪ)

After seeing these vegetables, the owner let us plant some of the ORGANIC!!! plant shoots. The shoots are very delicate, like babies, they should be handled with care :S

So, we had our DF40(Diploma in Farming batch 40) students handle it B)

Diploma in Farming 40 

Let me introduce to you some of our farmers :B

Farmer Tong, Sabah

Farmer Amir, Medan & Farmer Heng, KL

Farmer Phuah, ... & Farmer Nicholas, Sabah

Farmer Tan, ...

Farmer Kasan, Medan

Farmer Riefky, Qatar-Medan

Farmer Septiano, Jakarta

We also harvested corn and sweet potatoes for us to bring home and eat :9

and this plant....uhh....see for yourself \("˚(:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅)°)/

Yes this is the darylbuttcrackosious plant :O
Stare at it long enough and you will see flowers blooming out of it.

"wooh daryl ahh, Vulgar dy"

Overall the tour around the farm was fun. A lot of things to see :)
We had to walk around barefooted....a bit sores was worth it though.

Finally we had our ORGANIC LUNCH!!!
We were so hungry, anything we would eat(not really).

Well that was basically the highlights of our ORGANIC!!! Farm Trip :)

Never look at your life as something insignificant.
Never forget those friends of yours that you loved. 

Keep Dreaming :')

Undrunkable Indian PUKE?!

Kids, as you know, after a storm comes a rainbow ;)

Well in my case, after a half-assed 25th of february, comes a 

26th of February! \(′▽`)/

Well, I should say that it was fun :)

It was a saturday that we never planned.

It all started when we were in my friend's house, and we got hungry. So we decided to call Domino's Pizza. But the delivery service closed.....we decided to go to campus to eat in the Mamak Store! \(*o*)/

BUT THEN IT CLOSED TOO!

Mother Sucker!

Then we had a n idea, because we had vodka at home. It was a Saturday night. And who stays at home during Saturday night?? I don't know either....

So, we called two of our friends to come join us. THEY AGREED :D

To start we had  one shot ;)
(I think we distracted Erik from his studies when we started doing shots, when our cheers of awesomeness succumbed to his ears and started to temp him to come over to our partayy with the 
PARTY PEOPLEEEEE

Then this friend of mine decided to stop-__-

But, according to the law:

SO SHE HAD MORE!!

Then this Indian guy(JOEL), bragged that he never went drunk in his whole life. I think this is bullshit-.-

So, we made him drunk!

Basically everybody got high ;)

Even this kid who wanted to stop, she was so high, that she ate french fries out of the carpet :&

Dafuq--"

The person who made the day was Amir smth smth. I forgot his middle name and last name      -__- HAHA Anyways it was a fun night :)

AND GUESS WHAT WE FOUND ON THE NEXT DAY?!

NO THAT'S NOT MUD! THAT IS SAUCE! NO?

THAT IS JOEL'S PUKEEEEE

YES THE INDIAN-AFRICAN-abitblack GUY GOT DRUNK AND PUKED ALL OVER THE FLOOR AND COUCH
\(′▽`)/

MISSION ACCOMPLISHED B)



Credits to Erik Marootta 

For taking the pictue of THE PUKE :B

KEEP DREAMING =)